The focus of this article is Ese Walters(formerly of COZA), a young lady of respectable upbringing whose parents(if alive) would probably be sad at the turn of events in their daughter's life at the moment while being disappointed in the "Church". I am lost for words at the recent scandal that has enveloped COZA and hence the Church in Nigeria. I have read the Ese's story and if true, it has only confirmed my disposition towards other Christians(Pastors inclusive) which is that we are all perfect in Christ and no man on his own is Super. This is why the Bible advises us to "flee" all appearances of Evil. That means evil has various appearances so it can come as Boko Haram(viscous) and it can come as Ese (adorable) to the Pastor and vice versa.This article is not meant to repost the story that I am certain a lot of you have read on various sites and blogs since it was let out by the supposedly "innocent lady" who claims to have a history of rebellion against rules and authority. My aim here is to have a look at the intentions of the Lady Ese by analyzing the major actions from her part and the possible reasons why she took the actions including the most recent which is revealing what she claims happened between her and the Pastor. This article does not intend to justify the actions of the Pastor if he did all Ese has claimed but to point out how things could have happened differently. Since the Pastor has not come out publicly to deny or accept the story, it will be immature to focus on him for now as this might end up being a case of mud slinging. We are also focusing on Ese because she is young and we want other young ladies to learn and know how to handle themselves in the such scenarios( Pastor or No Pastor).My question is; What was on Ese's mind when all these things she claimed happened was happening and what is really on her mind now that she has let the cat out of the bag?WHAT WAS ON ESE'S MIND IN THE ROOM WHEN PASTOR BIODUN WAS MAKING ADVANCES AT HER?Her Claim: This was a bit awkward for me and I froze for a moment as I asked why. He said he had told me to feel free with him and loosen up. I found myself strolling to sit on his laps. At that moment, I felt like a little girl who was experiencing something her mind couldn’t fathom. He asked me to kiss him and all I could think about was seeing him preach on the pulpit back in COZA Abuja, Nigeria, which was my home church.Or Maybe: O God help me. My heart wants to leave but my heart is so weak. I am enjoying his company.I got him finallyPastor! What are you doing?I knew you cant resist me for longGod help me get out of here.(smiles like Delilah) It is working.WHAT WAS ON ESE'S MIND AS SHE WENT BACK TO THE PASTOR'S HOTEL FOR 7 DAYS?Her Claim:I wasn’t Molested but I felt trapped in this affair. It’s possible I was in some trance like state and didn’t know it but I just was so afraid that I couldn’t say or think otherwise.Or Maybe: What am i doing?I want this to last foreverThis is so wrong but I can't help myself. It's my pastor I am doing the wrong thing with.I am going to say "NO" today and tell him a piece of my mind.If only I can get pregnant for him.Let me enjoy him while he is here. He will soon be going back to Nigeria.Polygamy wont be a bad idea provided it is Pastor Biodun of COZA.(smiles like Delilah)I am the baddest girl girl.WHAT WAS ON ESE'S MIND WHEN SHE CALLED A MEETING WITH PASTOR BIODUN COZA? Her Claim:All I wanted was to meet with him and have him accept that he misled me, betrayed his wife and the church he pastors.Or Maybe:I want you to be repentantHow can you be preaching despite your sins?You used me and dumped me.I feel guilty about what we have done as i look at your wife and all our members.What are your plans for me?Am I the only one you love. Just show me you care and it's not just about the sex.(smiles like Delilah) I am here to gather evidence. Someone is about to fall.WHAT WAS ON ESE'S MIND WHEN SHE TYPED THAT LONG ARTICLE AND POSTED IT ONLINE?Her Claim:Let me just say here that, it isn’t a claim, it’s a confession to free me from all of the guilt and shame I have had to live with for no reason at all.Or Maybe: I have lost him. What else is there to lose?Pastor Biodun needs help. Humiliating him publicly will help him by humbling him for repentance. I pray to feel better after doing this.Let them all pay for my errors(COZA). Maybe this will give my blog some good stats.(smiles like Delilah) Game Over.Finally, It is important that Pastor Biodun comes out with his version of what transpired and if all she said is true, there is need for repentance with God and mentoring by Pastors he respects. Pastors should recognize that they are humans and they should stop putting themselves in positions where they can fall. The bible says; take heed that ye stand lest ye fall. I remember hearing Pastor Tunde Bakare preach once about how he had to change his office walls to transparent glass after a woman tried to seduce him in the office. A good pastor should never be the one to seduce a member (single or married). It is gross misuse of responsibility from God and the bible discourages it. A good pastor prevents his sheep from sin by teaching the word and counseling them using God's word. Pastor Biodun of COZA needs to talk now. So we can know what God's word says about the events between both Pastor and sheep. Source:http://helpingtheparents.blogspot.com/2013/08/ese-walters-intentions-for-pastor.html
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Inside the Cinefamily Theater in Los Angeles, CA. Notice the portraitof Louise Brooks on the wall!"There’s a reason the name Louise Brooks elicits sighs every time it’s mentioned at the Cinefamily: her ferocious charisma and otherworldly beauty cemented her status as an icon well before she retired from the silver screen, at the age of 32. From her comic role opposite W.C. Fields to multiple turns as troubled, willful heroines in the films of legendary German Expressionist auteur G.W. Pabst, Brooks shines as an actress capable of endless nuance and versatility — as she understood the impact both her inner and outer beauty could bring to the screen. Here, in her second and final collaboration with Pabst, Brooks gives a delicately restrained performance as the naive daughter of a prosperous pharmacist who stuns her clan by becoming pregnant. After being put through the repressive reform school ringer, she escapes to a brothel where she becomes liberated and lives for the moment with radiant physical abandon. Pabst’s escalating nightmares are heightened by Brooks’ sensitive portrayal of a truly lost girl whose hard-earned redemption is as beautiful a vision as the star herself. Dir. G.W. Pabst, 1929, 35mm, 116 min. - See more at: http://www.cinefamily.org/films/the-silent-treatment/#the-silent-treatment-louise-brooks-in-diary-of-a-lost-girl" 
See the movie? Read the book. Check out the "Louise Brooks edition" of Margarete Bohme's controversial bestseller, The Diary of a Lost Girl - available through Indiebound and Amazon. 
"View of the Lincoln Memorial from Virginia"Oil11 x 14© 2013 by Rebecca CroftThis month at The Gallery Underground our show will feature paintings from around town so I decided to paint a few different local scenes. This view of the Lincoln Memorial was interesting to me because of how the light was shining through the bridge. I also love the sky! It was fun painting this for the show. I'll also be posting a local Arlington scene soon. 
Mayim Bialik is a big proponent of attachment parenting, the style that calls for co-sleeping and literally wearing a baby in a sling across your body, but she’s a bit wary of going to bat for it.The 37-year-old mother and star of The Big Bang Theory has written a book about attachment parenting and said she often doles out advice to people interested in the controversial style. But the topic also attracts a lot of strong emotions, which Bialik said she tries to avoid.“If I’m talking to girlfriends, if I’m talking to random people, and we’re talking about parenting, I tell them what works for me and why. But a lot of people want to ask me things so that they can fight with me,” Bialik told omg!. “And just because I’m a public person, who happened to have breastfed and slept with her kids, that doesn’t mean that I want to fight with you on the street or in the supermarket. So, I think you have to be really careful to understand why people want to know what they want to know.”Mayim Bialik has certainly gotten a lot of criticism for her parenting style. This year she spoke about how she just weaned her 4-year-old son Fred off of breast feeding, a revelation that brought disgust and ridicule. But Mayim said she was very careful about where and when she nursed, knowing that it was a sensitive subject.Her two kids — Fred had a big brother, 7-year-old Miles — are now old enough to have a bit of independence, Mayim said. They’ve also come into a big change in the family. Mayim finalized her divorce from husband Michael Stone in late May, ending their marriage amicably with each parent taking one of the homes they owned together.Bialik cited irreconcilable differences, shooting down rumors that her use of attachment parenting brought about the split.Mayim Bialik, who has devoted herself to becoming an advocate for parents, admits she can’t do it alone as a single mom. Mayim said she’s turned to other women to see what’s worked for them.
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Mike HarmonNASCAR driver Mike Harmon professed his innocence today, just hours after being arrested on felony larceny and breaking and entering charges related to the alleged theft of Jennifer Jo Cobb’s race transporter. Harmon was released on a $10,000 bond yesterday, and responded angrily to hithe charges against him, saying via Twitter, “I want it known that I have never stolen so much as a piece of bubble gum in my life. I did not take JJC hauler, there is no video of me anywhere near her shop. Today she was the windshield & I was the bug, but when we get in FEDERAL court in a couple wks there's a boulder coming."Cobb says the transporter – which along with its contents is worth more than $250,000 – was stolen Saturday from her team's race shop. Authorities issued warrants for both Harmon and a female companion, Sheila Rae Rice, for felony larceny and breaking and entering.Harmon formerly served as team manager for Cobb's NASCAR Nationwide Series team, but the relationship did not end amicably. Harmon has previously claimed that the hauler in question belongs to him, but failed in an effort to take possession in court.Cobb said via Facebook today, “I have not accused or alleged any person in this crime. Arrests have been made based on evidence and eye witness accounts.”Ironically, she and Harmon are parked next to each other in the Caping World Truck Series garage at Charlotte Motor Speedway this weekend. Cobb told MotorRacingNetwork.com reporter Dustin Long that she is uncomfortable racing against Harmon, and fears he may attempt to retaliate on the race track.
Jennifer Jo Cobb“I absolutely feel in danger,” he said. “Absolutely. I’ve heard some of the things that he’s been saying to the media. I heard there was a quote about going for the jugular. What does that mean? If somebody is looking at a felony theft, what means would they go through? I’m uncomfortable.’’ Harmon told Long he has no intention of confronting Cobb at the speedway, or on the track. “It’s all legal,” he stressed. “I don’t like racing against females anyway, but I definitely am not going to wreck one. That will get you blasted forever. If I do, it will definitely not be on purpose.”Harmon’s arrest marks the latest in a series of legal disputes between Cobb and former or current business partners. Former JJC Racing partner David Novak filed federal charges earlier this year, alleging that he contributed more than $1 million in capital to the team, only to have Cobb transfer nearly $250,000 from the team’s bank account into her personal account. He also alleged that Cobb broke into a warehouse and removed the transporter in question, without his consent. In February, U.S. District Court Judge Richard Voorhees denied Novak’s request for a preliminary injunction and temporary restraining order against Cobb, ordering her to return the trailer to him. The transporter remained in Cobb’s possession until Saturday night, when it was allegedly stolen. Harmon claims he was at Darlington Raceway last Saturday night, and can prove it. “You couldn’t drag me over there (to the JJC Racing),” said Harmon to MotorRacingNetwork.com. “I know she’s got a lot of animosity toward me because Dave (Novak) has helped me some this year and because I helped him retrieve his stuff. “She thinks it’s her stuff,” he said. “If you go to Wal-Mart, you’ve got to pay for the stuff before you leave before it’s yours. She did not pay for it.’’ 
21% of Steve Ortega’s Campaign Donations came from 6 Paso del Norte Group/Borderplex Alliance Special Interests Apparently Steve Ortega is the Sweetheart of the PDNG 6. Who says campaign donations don’t influence votes?UPDATED: 3:34PMby Jerry 21% or $51,759.88of Steve Ortega’s total campaign donations came from the following 6 Paso del Norte Group (PDNG a.k.a. Borderplex Alliance) special interests. We mention employees because aside from getting their spouses and children to “contribute,” the oligarchs often do the same with their employees to spread the money. 1. 6.4% or $15,659.88 of Steve Ortega’s total campaign donations came from the owners and relatives of 500 W Overland, who also happen to have a contract with the City. Coincidentally the 500 W Overland tenants include Steve Ortega’s Campaign Headquarters, Steve Ortega’s PR group The El Paso Times, and Beto O’Rourke’s StantonStreet Technology Group. 2. The William “Bill” Sanders and O’RourkeClan plus employees donated $8,500 or 3.5%. 3. Woody and Josh Hunt and Hunt employees donated $7,600 or 3.1 % 4. Paul Foster and a Western Refinery employee donated $7,500 or 3% 5. Harold Hahn of Rocky Mountain Mortgage donated $6,500 or 2.6% 6. Ted Houghton of the TxDOT Commission and Toll Road fame donated $6,000 or 2.4%* The pie chart below shows the break down of total campaign donations by interest group 
CLICK TO ENLARGESteve Ortega Donor Breakdown 50% or $120,454.90 PDNG and their Associates which includes those named above 7 % or $18,250 PACs and Companies 1% or $3,125 Family and Friends 8% or $19,600 Builders and City Contractors excluding PDNG donors 7% or $18,300 Out of Towners Only 27% or $67,384.50 was donated from the “Average Citizen”, less than received by other Mayoral candidates.* Note that $5,000 of Ted Houghton's donation is not listed in Ortega's 8-day before election report or prior reports. This information is listed on the City Council agenda for April 30, 2013. 
Duardo Paz-MartinezBrownsville's2013 Blogger of the YearLocal blogger Bobby Wightman-Cervantes of the BROWNSVILLE VOICE is credited by Paz-Martinez(not known to be related to Brownsville Mayor Tony Martinez) as being dangerously close to objectivity, but lacking journalistic training. Bobby is invited back for DP-M blogger tryouts next year. Veteran bloggers Juan Montoya of El Rrun Rrun and Jerry Mchale of the Brownsville Blues were credited with having the right stuff, but chastised for being low performers. Both were credited with the facility to turn
Brownsville's Blogging Also-Ransit around whenever so motivated. The most unflattering associations by DP-M were saved for my Mean Mister Brownsville blog, linking my function to circus master, con artist P.T. Barnum, for whom a "sucker is born every minute," the freakishly afroed boxing promoter, Don King, who would talk up an epic battle between two cucarachas for a buck and Col. Tom Parker, who forced Elvis to toil in all those B movies.Duardo added these sharp words of counsel:"After Saturday's crushing defeats at the polls, it's all he has left. Barton would be wise to re-visit his opinion of Brownsville, to take his brain to quiet study, to come away with a true analysis of what he has before him. The city commission is not the enemy. Something tells me Jimmy would endorse Letty, Roberto and Martin for the U.S. Senate." That's total silliness, Duardo. I was not defeated Saturday because I wasn't a candidate. You won't understand this because you don't live here, but Brownsville lost on Saturday, because the pattern of the mayor using tax dollars to placate his cronies will continue undeterred by a questioning voice or two on the city commission. As for backing this set of candidates on a national stage, that's ludicrous. This blog has tried to carefully explain my view on that several times, but evidently not clearly enough. This is my latest effort on April 27:"That is why local bloggers have spoken out for three flawed, but independent candidates for city commission: Roberto Uresti, Letty Perez-Garzoria and Martin Sarkis. All three have eccentricities, flaws and accents, but none are running for president of the United States. They are running for a unpaid job to provide basic services for the residents of Brownsville and to protect the city's financial, structural and topographical assets."
Governor Rick PerryPerhaps, I didn't speak clearly enough. The skill set for a city commissioner of Brownsville, Texas is different than the necessary skill set for President of the United States or even Senator. Governor Rick Perry suffered on the national stage, well in over his head. Seeing to it that a district's brush is cleared, drains cleaned, pot holes filled and empty lots mowed does not require a Barack Obama skill set. The city commission is not about the grandiose, but the mundane, the basic. The disadvantage in blogging from 500 miles away about Brownsville is the difficulty in actually knowing the candidates personally. On paper Rose Gowen may outclass Roberto Uresti, but Uresti is different, without an opportunist bone in his body. He already embarrassingly outworks the entire city commission in terms of identifying, satisfying basic citizen needs. Had he been elected, he would have worked night and day to run down the individual needs of taxpayers and his phone would have been ringing off the proverbial hook. Gowen has four years of "service," seldom making a peep unless it was a health-related or green issue. She stands aloof, superior, indifferent. Yes, Brownsville lost.Retired nurse Letty Perez-Garzoria would fail Austin's chic test. Garzoria is earnest, straightforward and unlike incumbent John Villarreal, outspoken. While Letty was speaking out at city commission meetings, John Villarreal was being groomed to roll over for Mayor Tony by receiving a United Brownsville directorship. Some say that behind closed doors, Mayor Martin totally disrespected John, calling him a "boy," and ignoring his attempts to participate. While John should have fought back, he wimped away. With the Villarreal victory, Brownsville lost again!
Kim Jong-unUsing Duardo's specious reasoning, by supporting incumbents Villarreal and Gowen and Tony Martinez' plant Debbie Portillo, the bloggers suddenly become "winners." Extending that thinking, those who supported George Wallace for governor of Alabama were winners, just as were North Koreans who chant affection for Kim Jong-un. We can only support or not support candidates who file for the job. Like Rick Pitino, who briefly coached the Boston Celtics in the late 90's used to say to his team and the media: "Larry Bird ain't walkin' through that door, folks."Politically speaking, we could speak similarly: "Julian Castro ain't walkin' through that door, folks."
